A wee bit of BS

My last few posts have been highlighting the healing and changes in my life this year. Daily I wake up amazed at the changes that have happened. There is a long way to go to putting my life back to where I would like it to be at my age but I am finding new joys daily. I feel I have experienced a bit of an awakening. When things first changed for the better there was a part of me still waiting for something bad to happen or for the good things to disappear. I had many times over the past few years when hope returned only to have circumstances change, leaving me scrambling to figure something else out. I still have a slight (maybe irrational) fear of something negative happening. Yet more and more I find myself more alive to life around me again. My joy is deeper. My hope is tangible. My laughter has returned. Anyone who has spent time with me will attest to the fact it has returned better than ever. Laughter might not seem like something important to most people. Yet to me it has ...