Lately I have been tired. Tired of fake. Tired of artificial. Tired of disappointments. Tired of being let down. Tired of waiting for a bit of 'easy'. Tired. I have been giving a lot to a lot of people for a long time and was worried I had given too much. Had I hit a wall? Was I no longer able to have compassion or care about others? Then I worried the problem was me. Was I too selfish? Was I too lazy? Did I have wrong expectations? Was I lacking? Was I artificial? Had I let too many people down? Had I disappointed people I care about? I started to look at my life and 'dig deep' - even though I dislike that expression. What sort of friend have I been? What sort of community member have I been? Have I been as thoughtful as I want to be? Have I reached out to others as I want? Was I reaping what I was sowing? If so, what had I been sowing? Then I read this blog post a friend shared today (the author is not a friend of mine but it spoke a bit to what I had been think...
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